Sunday, January 30, 2011

Little Hometown Girl

So the weather man guessed his nickname....but i dont think that he knows how to get to my blog, hmph unless its on his little page thing???? I dont know!!!! Anyway met his parents this weekend theyre really nice, his family life/situation really reminds me of me and my family. Sometimes how he interacts with them scares me, but only because i think im starting to notice he's a lot more like me than i thought. Which by no means is that a bad thing!
Not that we've been doing much while were here, but im enjoying myself! its comfortable and who doesnt like that feeling? Im pretty sure we're going back tomorrow we were going to leave on saturday to go back and dance with his roommate, but i didnt really want to. I like being here.......and having a bed to sleep in ;)
So he lives in a really small town.....i think my hometown is smaller but i live right next to bigger towns so its hardly noticeable. But what im noticing is its not much different from my home. yes lots of people are "hicks" or "red necks" and wear jeans to church, but who cares. Its an older town which quite frankly sort of scared me in my younger years. But driving around with him makes me feel comfortable, yet shallow.....extremely shallow. "oh bobby jackson use to live around the corner from me" "so did a lot of the kings basketball players" "see that white house? eddie murphy use to live there" Jeez get a life berlin! I know im all scatter brained again.....but what im getting at is while being here ive 1 fallen more for the weather man,  2 been humbled a but 3 grateful for where im from and 4 had a good carefree weekend! Ive needed that life is still way too stressed beyond anything!!!!!

Monday, January 24, 2011

No Longer Undercover

So I've been watching the Bachelor, love love love this show. Mostly because i get to live vicariously through it HA! So this new Bachelor Brad something or other has been on it before and didnt pick either one of the girls........I dont really care actually just thought I'd give you some background.
So I think there are 13 girls left.....um no 11 i think they eliminated 2 tonight? not quit sure. Psh not what im trying to get at (scatter brained today......the boy is suppose to pick me up but no gas, but my car is there ha! frustrating)
I feel like the Bachelor exposes women. Like there are so many crying girls on that show, and a lot of girls dont cry i realize that. It shows all their insecurities, weaknesses, and bitchyness (excuse the language). I dont know i mean i love the show and obviously thousands if not millions of other people also watch the show. But really abc you cant let every guy in the nation know how crazy, violent, and insecure women of america are these days. Ugh even though im not on it i feel so...so naked and over exposed!
And ya, boys are stupid right now......wont come pick me up? i thought we were over that....get it, no money...me neither, but if my car stays there then i get booted or a ticket or worse towed.....blerg! I think ive just been in a weird mood the last few days and itll get over it once i see the weather boy? that usually happens.
p.s. ive decided to give nicknames to boys in my life....currently there is 1 weather boy(the main boy in my life) 2 Z(still loving wish i could see him) 3 apx (usually out of town so not too much happening) boy 4 claw (christmas fling but not? havent talked to him since but major crushing) hahahahahahaha "im so funny sometimes" hm and weather boy is the boy like if i kiss someone else its cheating! a friend said he was what im using to get over a certain someone....which could be true i dont think so, but if that is the case, then oh well at least ill get over him right? (secretly i dont want to get over him...ssshhh!!!)